I realised that this text was was going to be a struggle too far when, in just the third sentence I found nine words that I didn’t know. That’s right, nine out of twenty. If that’s not a barrier to student engagement I don’t know what is. In fact, it’s not just a barrier, but a mile high wall that I had no intention of climbing.
Firstly, I reacted to this sentence by typing it into Google translate and this is what I got:
“Already hardened tissue were small crusts of bread glued to it by the dribble resurfaced now in remembrance of the cradle.”
As you can see, it didn’t help much. Sure, I can get the general idea but that’s no way to read a story, especially by one of Brazil’s leading writers.
My next reaction was to throw the story to one side and forget about it. Seriously, I don’t mind a bit of a challenge, in fact I expect it (as alas not enough teachers are aware of the idea of extensive reading and the level of input being -1, not +15) but this was a joke. I’m not going to wade through a text that deep and difficult in the knowledge that at the end I’m very unlikely to understand the story, and I might have picked up a couple of words of vocabulary. There are better, much less time consuming ways of achieving the same thing, and many better ways for me to spend my time.
|The offending text, with all due to respect to Ms Lispector.|
My third reaction was to write an email to my teacher. I had often thought of doing this before, but this was the straw that broke the student’s back. In my email, entitled “Clarice Lispector, ai ai ai…” (Clarice Lispector is the name of the author), I explained to my teacher that I really wanted to read the story but it was too difficult. I showed him the example of the sentence that put me off, and said that while I’m ready for a challenge, this was too much.
I acknowledged that maybe for the other the learners in the class the story may have been fine, but for me it was too difficult. I went on to explain, one teacher to another, an idea for how I have taught multi-level reading classes (simply, ask the students to find one text each, give them all to the students in the next class and ask them to choose one that interests them). I have avoided doing this so far because I didn’t want to appear to be telling him what to do. As another language teacher I had to be sensitive, I think.
From Woe to Joy
It took me 45 minutes to write the email, and when I finished I realised something unexpectedly positive had just happened. I had sat there and written out a complete email, expressing some fairly complex ideas, without stopping, in Portuguese. I knew that it was unlikely to be perfect, but I also knew that it wasn’t that bad either. I was fairly confident that I had expressed myself clearly and made the teacher understand what I was thinking. Seems like a very worthwhile homework activity to me.
And secondly, and most importantly of all (and I really can’t downplay the importance of this), I had enjoyed it. I can honestly say that it is the first time I had enjoyed doing any kind of ‘work’ in Portuguese. There’s been homework that I’ve tolerated, and some that I’ve loathed (hello grammar exercises), but I don’t remember actually enjoying it before. And I can’t tell you how much satisfaction I get from that because my learning of the language that I would dearly love to be fluent in has been frustrating and annoying and trying and all the things that I don’t believe language learning should be. I finally enjoyed it, and I have to exploit that in the future.
So the question that remains is how my teacher reacted to my email. Watch this space…